مساحة إعلانية
Who is ill ambition that cigarette flicking victim
Inflicting pain on his system with toxins and non prescription
Medicine, can’t stop I’m sickening I’m sickly and contradicting
Disgusted and guilt stricken with this life of addiction
Hand that feeds has been bitten, now it’s got on a mitten
Fitting so snug in position give it a tug til it’s ripping
Suffering slow decomposition of my will and existence
Yet and still I’m persistent I need to stop it this instant
But I’m suffice with these vices my life is in crisis
Christ is trying to give me a second chance, with the devil I dance
He’s holding my hand trying to coax me back to the dark side
Revisit my past and the meaning of hard times
I keep trying my best but then life throws me a test
The disease is so cunning how quickly do I forget
Waking up in the morning full of remorse and regret
But this ain’t a cassette can’t press rewind or reset
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend (Don’t wanna be a fiend)
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend if you know what I mean
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend (Don’t wanna be a fiend)
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend if you know what I mean
Mental anguish and pain, fear of going insane
Neurotransmitters misfire inside of my brain
I try to abstain, do I dare to just say no
Or do I just do it, don’t know which slogan to uphold
A struggle with no rebuttal a battle within
Throw caution to the wind back off that wagon again
I’m playing with fire I perspire gonna get burned
An addict’s like a pyromaniac when will I learn
No matter how much I’ve lost, no matter how much I’ve gained
I always slip up no matter how far I’ve came
So God please give me the strength to refrain my impulses
Cravings and urges, I’m obsessive compulsive
I’m determined, I’m worthless, try not to talk to the serpent
That comes from under the surface with one intention and purpose
That’s trying to make me his servant, but I’m aware I’m observant
I’m impaired, I’m not perfect, this problem here trying to murk it
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend (Don’t wanna be a fiend)
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend if you know what I mean
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend (Don’t wanna be a fiend)
I don’t wanna be an addict (Don’t wanna be an addict)
I don’t wanna be a fiend if you know what I mean
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